My head is going to explode, I am sure of it.....explode or be removed by it's owner but it's gotta go! I can't shake this headache and all I want to do is sleep. Ever tried sleeping with four kids in the house? A pre teen that keeps SBC in business with the phone calls, two brothers that are bent on utter destruction, either of each other or personal property and an adorable toddler who has taken her vocal abilities to a whole new pitch. HELP ME!!!!!!!
When my head hurts the rest of me experiences system overload! My cranky level has reached dangerous levels. I know the kids are looking at me wondering when I will blow. Gotta love em, it must be like a science experiment. "Watch Mom, look how close to the edge she is!" (evil laughing all around) "Ok, yell real loud one more time right by her head and run".....you get the idea of how things are going, don't you internet? Not well!!!
Kurt took me to dinner last night, just the two of us. Actually I called him at work threatening to leave him with the kids, ALONE for a solid week if he didn't find a way to get me out of the house. I think it was from fear that he obliged. Fear that he would be left alone with these wild monsters, um I mean children and fear that this might be the time I finally blew. I was dreaming of a quiet evening, sipping a margarita and enjoying the tranquilty of a dimly lit, soft music playing establishment.
Why would I think that ANYTHING in my life would be quiet and tranquil, I must be deluded! We go into El Torero and the place is packed, good for them,not so good for me. One table of about 8 people had obviously completely enjoyed Happy Hour. They were laughing and literally screaming in drunken glee over what would normally be mundane. We were even privy to one man loudly defining his wife's amorous disposition and she wasn't there to defend herself, I am sure that she appreciates him sharing! Way too much information people!!!
I had to come home....it is just a reality for me, there is no escape from the craziness. The headache didn't go away and it was once again 3:15 before I went to sleep. I did break down and crack open the bottle of Ambien and still woke up too early....
Still no answers to Jewl's questions. Sorry Jewl...I promise they will be forth coming as soon as I can form a complete thought. I think that you have one in there about my family, trust me....I love them dearly but it is NOT a good day to ask me to articulate my feelings.....
When my head hurts the rest of me experiences system overload! My cranky level has reached dangerous levels. I know the kids are looking at me wondering when I will blow. Gotta love em, it must be like a science experiment. "Watch Mom, look how close to the edge she is!" (evil laughing all around) "Ok, yell real loud one more time right by her head and run".....you get the idea of how things are going, don't you internet? Not well!!!
Kurt took me to dinner last night, just the two of us. Actually I called him at work threatening to leave him with the kids, ALONE for a solid week if he didn't find a way to get me out of the house. I think it was from fear that he obliged. Fear that he would be left alone with these wild monsters, um I mean children and fear that this might be the time I finally blew. I was dreaming of a quiet evening, sipping a margarita and enjoying the tranquilty of a dimly lit, soft music playing establishment.
Why would I think that ANYTHING in my life would be quiet and tranquil, I must be deluded! We go into El Torero and the place is packed, good for them,not so good for me. One table of about 8 people had obviously completely enjoyed Happy Hour. They were laughing and literally screaming in drunken glee over what would normally be mundane. We were even privy to one man loudly defining his wife's amorous disposition and she wasn't there to defend herself, I am sure that she appreciates him sharing! Way too much information people!!!
I had to come home....it is just a reality for me, there is no escape from the craziness. The headache didn't go away and it was once again 3:15 before I went to sleep. I did break down and crack open the bottle of Ambien and still woke up too early....
Still no answers to Jewl's questions. Sorry Jewl...I promise they will be forth coming as soon as I can form a complete thought. I think that you have one in there about my family, trust me....I love them dearly but it is NOT a good day to ask me to articulate my feelings.....

2 Comments:
Oh, Dottie! I feel for ya! There is nothing worse than a 3 day migraine. I hope you're feeling better very soon.
The name of the book I mentioned is actually called "Sam's Letters to Jennifer" by James Patterson. It's a quick read and very good. Feel better!
Hope you feel better soon! Drink lots of Diet Coke!
Sounds like Miss Lillianne has discovered the scream. The little mister's been experimenting with that this past week or so too. Ack!
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